Saturday, January 17, 2009

Fears of Eternity

I awake, to begin again
the same tasks as yesterday
and the day before

Tend to the needs and wants
of the small ones
then to my own

Days blurring into more days
one bleeding into the next
without end, without altering

Is this it?
is this all there is
or will be

Will the day to day drudgery
become the substance
of my days yet to come

Does the emptiness cease
the isolated feeling of sadness stop
or is this what I will become

When did hope and fairness
become a cruel jest
will I grow bitter and mean

I awake, to begin anew
the same tasks as yesterday
and the day before