Free spirit given to whimsy. No mantles to pinion you down. Living in the moment
One of the things, I found so very crazy sexy about you
I hated that I felt so drawn to you. Especially at such a difficult time in my life. I should have buried that part of me, but then I had buried so many other things, there was no more room.
I worried that you were a transference. Method of escapism, punishment from God or even an addiction. Maybe my mind was going on vacation and you were the destination.
Talking with you helped me rediscover aspects of myself long dormant. Encouraged and applauding my efforts. I felt appreciated. Being around you made me laugh and had me climbing the walls.
Somewhere things got mixed up, turned upside down. Definitely NOT fun for either of us.
You felt your wings being clipped. I just wanted to understand. Things went so surreally wrong.
I did what I thought best. As much as I wanted you to want me, I let you go - set you free. Believing that's what you were trying to tell me, what you truly wanted.
I've been out of the game for far too long. The rules have changed, and I've little patience for bullshit. I know I made mistakes. I pushed too hard instead of leaving things be.
Try not to write me off completely. Nobody's perfect, least of all me! I know I may drive you crazy, but it's a good crazy for the most part. The kind that keeps you on your toes.
Besides, I'm always up for a little fun ;-)
